i am still working. my boss doesnt want me to quit since the billing may be taken over by a computer system in may or june (i will be surprised with a capital s if it actually happens that soon). i have promised to stay on as billing slave until then instead of training someone who will only work for a couple of months. i am sad. but hey, i guess a few more months of a nice pay check wont hurt. that is honestly the only silver lining. it is hard to work all day (chasing, feeding, changing diapers, humoring, figuring out a demanding baby boy) and then go to work into the night. i feel like i have two full time jobs.
so, i just finished another late night round. one more tomorrow night and then a few days rest until the big mama starts up again on the first.
at least i have a kitchen/front room to work in now instead of a dimly lit corner in our studio. also, mr. ira glass with his wit and charm have been keeping my mind from crashing and burning as i catch up on past episodes of this american life while working on the old laptop.
things could be worse, but i am burnt out and tired. i feel like i am a student all over again at the end of my senior project that keeps repeating it's messy, crazy self every single month.
wah wah wah :) good nite.